I am sooo ready to get pregnant! OMG! And Grrrrr...Casey and G! I resent ya'll! Lol! But still...lots of love. :) In February, Josh and I have been married for 4 years. I agree that we should wait to "try", in a logical sense, but as an emotional, illogical, irrational, woman...I WANT A BABY NOW! I don't want to wait any longer! I know we are still so young and I need to finish school and blah, blah, blah. Can't a woman just get what she WANTS sometimes? Rather than what she needs or what makes sense! And it kills me everytime Josh jokes about waiting another 10-12 years. He said something of the sort the other night while we were in the kitchen...not a smart move buddy...I'm still on the last week of my bc and there were too many convenient weapons of choice within my reach. :) 
On a serious note, I have had this fear, though I have only told VERY few people until now, since I was like 10 years old that I would not be able to have a child when it came time. I still have that fear to this day. I don't know why and I don't know any normal child that thinks about stuff like that. Lol! But I am scared to death that we will wait and wait and wait to start trying and then not be able to...or it may take years to get pregnant. Kids are a HUGE passion of mine and they have always been a part of my life. Josh and I had our children's names picked out before we ever got married! I am sooo dead set on having our 2 kids...and I want them fairly soon. If we couldn't have children, I would just be sooooooo devestated! I guess I will deal with being "logical" for the time being, but when it comes time to start trying... I EXPECT EVERYONE OF YOU TO BE PRAYING FOR US...FEVERISHLY PRAYING...AND FASTING...AND PRAYING...AND FASTING...not that I expect too much from you or anything :)
Turkey and Cranberry Ravioli
15 years ago
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Hi there,
I just started reading your blog so forgive me if I missed something. So far I like reading all about you and Josh!
A few things I wanted to comment on. First off I too have HPV, diagnosed the year I got married so 2 years in April. All they've told me is that I need a pap every 6 months unless things progress. So I'm assuming you have progressed?
Are you waiting to have a baby because you are still in school, have HPV, or did i miss something? I was always told I wouldn't have a baby or wouldn't be able to care to term but what do they know. I got pregnant after being off the pill for the 2nd month. I have had endometriosis and was told it was so severe that "you'd be lucky if" and I was lucky. My girlfriend who had been trying for 1 year to get pregnant said to me "once you start trying it may take longer than you think and would you want to wait over a year". So we thought about it and came off the pill the next cycle. Surpringly it worked. Check out my blog. Jack was born May 28, 2008. So I say go for it you have nothing to loose!
Oh and thirdly...where to go for your anniversary...I'd say New Orleans or Atlanta. I can even recommend a few places to stay or people to see in town.
Feel free and email me directly if you'd like. daysie76@yahoo.com
Have a good day!
Eriak
We are wanting to get pregnant, just not right now. My husband is the one that is wanting to wait. I want to start trying NOW. I mean, what if it does take us a looooong time to get pregnant? I am sooo glad to hear of your success story. That is a true blessing and gives me a lot of hope. It's nice to know that there are people out there that struggle with the same things that you do. Thank you so much for your encouraging words!
I just read your blog...Interesting! I was married 8 yrs before we had our little boy (now that was by MY choice...My hubby had 2 girls that have lived with us for almost all of our 10 yr marraige.) But just believe that God has you & your children in HIS hands & he'll make it happen when it's time HIS TIME!! God bless!
I hope it does happen! I want children sooooo bad! But you're right...in God's timing! I want the best for us and God knows what and when that is!
Erika, do you have any special recommendations for New Orleans? We have some stuff planned already and my friend Casey gave some good advice, but I want all I can get! I want this trip to be perfect!
If you give it all to God, He will give you what He sees best. I know at times we think we want it all now. Just reading your blog stories, you guys would make great parents. I know i was worried to about having kids, cuz we were trying for half a year. But i finally gave up and said i dont want any, and didnt think about it again. And the next think i knew i was pg. Hope all goes well for you and your family.
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